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November 25, 2009

Tring!

Filed under: Random Thoughts — vivekshankar13 @ 4:04 pm

A few days I got a new postpaid connection for myself. Must admit it wasn’t as easy as I expected it to be – policies of the telecom service providers have changed quite a bit, with photo id proofs and address proofs getting scrutinized very thoroughly. But at least you can’t complain on this front – not after knowing how notorious non-verified connections can prove to be.

Mobile phone numbers in India have traditionally begun with the digit ‘9′; in fact this is how most people identify a mobile number in the first place. I remember not very long back I used to make calculations about how many numbers were left available, and what the authorities would do once no more number in the 9 series was left for allotment. And I got the answer to my own question – my new number begins with ‘8′! This is the new range that has started here. Whenever I call people to let them know my new number, the first question they ask me is what I am doing in Bangalore, when I was supposed to be in Mumbai! And I don’t blame them either, for the number that has flashed on their handsets is “+9180…”. This is how the first few minutes pass when I call someone with this number for the first time.

So far so good. But things take a turn for the worse when I am asked to provide my number in some shop or store – people give me a look of suspicion when I start off my number with 8. Some of them have even (politely) asked me to be honest in giving my number as it was for my own benefit! This hurts!!

People will soon be more aware of the mobile numbers with 8-series. Till then, its more beseeching looks and well meaning advices for me :)

November 7, 2009

Perfect with Experience!

Filed under: Random Thoughts — vivekshankar13 @ 11:36 am

This thought suddenly struck me a few days back – why does it happen that its only at the fag end of your assignment or work or whatever you do – do things start looking easy and doable? In your school or college days, just when you started to enjoy life, they passed you and let you out in the wild world! In your team, just when you were gelling well with your team mates, they disburse the team. Just when you were getting comfortable in your town of work, they will transfer you! Just when you think you have really learned to work on some tool, they would change it, and assign something different to you. Just when you thought you were getting proficient in your subject, they would change the course!

Many people believe in facing new challenges everyday, or shall I say creating new ones for themselves or their colleagues, or even their neighbours! But why should you change coordinates of life just to trigger your adrenaline? Is it justified? Why can’t people find their own work challenging, and leave the work of their neighbours to their neighbours!

If you think you know everything in your field, try changing your field!

October 3, 2009

Roots

Filed under: US Diary — vivekshankar13 @ 7:58 pm

As I completed my work and headed back to home in India yesterday, I couldn’t help but wonder about how quickly time passes. It looked to me as if I had landed here only yesterday. I am certainly going back a more intelligent person, and certainly more experienced in life. Its when you stay away from your own land do you actually realize the importance of small things you earlier never even paid attention to. In a similar vein, exposure to a totally different culture helps you widen your horizons, and appreciate the diversity of human culture in world.

You must really try to understand other cultures and respect them, rather than straightaway finding issues with them. It is not necessary that things you like would be liked by everyone. In the same way, try on the spectacles of others and look at your own life. Rather than taking solace in old and notorious ‘we are the best, nothing like the rest’ attitude, try to find out how you may learn with other cultures. You will most certainly be shocked with what you will learn – this I promise. Sure – love your culture – but don’t get stuck so much that you stop making progress. Learn from others. It is said that when a person with one year experience talks to a person with twenty year experience, he becomes wiser like a twenty-one year old experienced fellow.

How many of us have this habit of criticizing others without giving too much of thought? Rather than venting out your ‘feelings’ during one of those times, try to absorb that anger and think. Deep.

All those who think Air India is only about strikes and delays should definitely travel on the Chicago-Frankfurt-Delhi section at least once. Air India folks would surely give you a pleasant surprise here!! But my body has been subject to sudden time-zone changes – hopefully I will get back to normalcy soon.

Back to roots…looking forward to life in crowd again, away from mechanical life!

August 31, 2009

True Heroes

Filed under: Random Thoughts — vivekshankar13 @ 4:48 pm

 

Last few days have been confusing – so many things happening around the world – good and bad, honest and dishonest, known and unknown. Not too long ago we used to harp on globalization and its benefits, now suddenly people are struggling with swine flu which has reached all corners of the world, riding on the back of globalization. The world economy is showing signs of upswing, but not all parts of the world are showing the signs together. Worse, this upswing you see is only a part of  a sinusoidal wave.

What’s the truth? Is 2 plus 2 equal to 4? Does it hold true all the time under all the conditions? How can 2 people have different and totally contrasting views on the same incident?

Who are true heroes in today’s world? Are they people who lie to the world openly, and aren’t scared of getting caught? Or are they people who are lucky that their self interest is the same as the interest of their country, and get praised by people because they were chasing their own dreams and people perceived it to be service to the country? Or is a true hero the anonymous man - someone who is true to his work, and not afraid of anything?

Whenever we talk of heroism, movie characters may be the first ones to come to mind. But has it ever occurred to you that heroes may be ordinary mortals around you – people in the army, police, firefighting and rescue squads? These are the unsung heroes. What’s newsworthy these days is not necessarily important.

Is manipulation the best way to live a life? Is it really fair to be always thinking about personal interests? And how foolhardy is it to be outstanding in a crowd when there are no visible rewards? Why is it that some people display their love for the rules and regulations only if it is not counter productive to them?

Why are there so many layers around you in the world? Hard as you may try, some layers are difficult to penetrate, or get across. If things are not good around you, you may take it to be the standard – why do we let manipulators of the world dominate our thoughts? Why can’t people understand the trechary around them?

Just because your actions for the collective good were motivated by self interest, does it make you a lesser hero? How do you balance your interests with those of the society? Should your (perceived) misnomers be tolerated in the name of fight for survival?

A hero is no braver than an ordinary man, but he is braver five minutes longer. Calculation never made a hero. Sometimes I feel all I have to offer is questions…

July 31, 2009

Independence!

Filed under: US Diary — vivekshankar13 @ 1:33 am

A country is not merely constituted by the land and water masses. Its people are its soul – people who call it their home, people who work for its progress day in and day out, people who dedicate their lives for the honor and safety of it.

On the occasion of the American Independence Day in July a few days back, we decided to visit the capital city of Washington DC, and soak in the festive atmosphere. It is a long drive from Indianapolis, and we decided to make an overnight stay in Pittsburgh. The city of Pittsburgh is one of the most beautiful cities I have seen – while entering the city you have to pass through the Liberty tunnels – and when we came out of the other end of the tunnel, the scene that awaited us was stunning to say the least!

The city of bridges (it has 446 bridges) , or the Steel City – as Pittsburgh is also known as – is one of the cleanest cities in US. In fact it was voted as the most livable city in the country a couple of years back. The downtown view from the peak of Mt. Washington is considered the best urban vista in the entire country. While roaming around the city, we also visited the famous Sri Venkateswara Temple. We also had a tour of the city with ‘Ducky Tours‘ which used a vehicle which ran like a bus on the road, and boat in water!

The visit to the national capital – DC, as it is more popularly known as – was equally memorable. The entire city was wrapped in patriotic colors. The National Mall area in the city – stretching from Lincoln Memorial to the Capitol – houses a number of cultural institutions and museums. It is quite difficult to cover all the buildings and museums in a week, whereas we only had a day or so! While we did visit a couple of museums, notably the Smithsonian, we roamed around the place, soaking in the festive spirit. We also witnessed the independence day cultural parade. For a long time, I had wanted to visit the Lincoln Memorial, and I was finally able to fulfill my wish. The memorial is featured in a number of currency coins and bills. This memorial was built in honor of the 16th president of US- Abraham Lincoln, and houses a statue of him, sitting, as if presiding over the government affairs, looking at the Capitol. The place had a really electrifying environment, as if there was some magical power present there! The war memorials reminded us of the countless soldiers who made sacrifices for their country.

No matter which part of the world you are in, the love for one’s motherland runs across the world and defies borders. Patriotism is your conviction that your country is superior to all others because you were born in it…

July 20, 2009

Responsibilities

Filed under: Random Thoughts — vivekshankar13 @ 4:12 am
For the last few days in office, I feel like hiding somewhere. Or even better, become invisible – not because someone is baying for my blood. Not because they are hunting me down. But because I want some peace and quiet in which I can carry out my work, without anyone bothering me. It is certainly wishful thinking, as it has turned out in the last few days.

Has it ever happened to you that you have a lot of pending work to do, and you are left gasping for some free time in which you can take care of it. Sometimes so many mundane issues choke us that we get lost in the maze and completely lose track of the major tasks we were pursuing. Some people take up responsibilities very well, and ensure that they complete anything assigned to them  to the fullest of abilities. But very often time constraints prove detrimental. At such times, all you may want is to be left alone. But by some queer coincidences, you would be surrounded by so many incidents that would never have occurred in a normal business day.
It is said that man is responsible of his own actions. Breaking this logic down for any department in a company, every person has a certain well defined role to play. But very often you would find that for any work well executed, there are dozens of people waiting to take the credit. But when something wrong happens, then all fingers would be squarely pointed at you! At this juncture, all responsibility charts and counter backup activities are conveniently forgotten. When people are doing the work well and when plans are getting executed perfectly, then the entire organizations works smoothly. You make one mistake, and you are cornered. It is like a train whose engine is working well. The moment it develops a snag, the entire train can feel it.
Sometimes I wish we could quantize the responsibilities assigned to us. This would not just give us a clearer picture of the expectations, but also help us prepare for the work in a more planned way. Random issues here and there, difficulty in dealing with people in your department – they are merely fly by night issues for which you may as well throw out the rule books.

For the last few days in office, I feel like hiding somewhere. Or even better, become invisible – not because someone is baying for my blood. Not because they are hunting me down. But because I want some peace and quiet in which I can carry out my work, without anyone bothering me. It is certainly wishful thinking, as it has turned out in the last few days.

Has it ever happened to you that you have a lot of pending work to do, and you are left gasping for some free time in which you can take care of it. Sometimes so many mundane issues choke us that we get lost in the maze and completely lose track of the major tasks we were pursuing. Some people take up responsibilities very well, and ensure that they complete anything assigned to them  to the fullest of abilities. But very often time constraints prove detrimental. At such times, all you may want is to be left alone. But by some queer coincidences, you would be surrounded by so many incidents that would never have occurred in a normal business day.

It is said that man is responsible of his own actions. Breaking this logic down for any department in a company, every person has a certain well defined role to play. But very often you would find that for any work well executed, there are dozens of people waiting to take the credit. But when something wrong happens, then all fingers would be squarely pointed at you! At this juncture, all responsibility charts and counter backup activities are conveniently forgotten. When people are doing the work well and when plans are getting executed perfectly, then the entire organizations works smoothly. You make one mistake, and you are cornered. It is like a train whose engine is working well. The moment it develops a snag, the entire train comes to a grinding halt.

Sometimes even if you have less work, you think you are overburdened. In such cases you either don’t use too much thought in your work, or more commonly, don’t start giving a damn! Many times there may be others you could delegate responsibilities, but mostly that is done not to give them a chance to grow, but because you have been too lazy.

Sometimes I wish we could quantize the responsibilities assigned to us. This would not just give us a clearer picture of the expectations, but also help us prepare for the work in a more planned way. Random issues here and there, difficulty in dealing with people in your department – they are merely fly by night issues for which you may as well throw out the rule books.

We are made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility for our future. Few things help an individual more than to place responsibility upon him and to let him know that you trust him.

June 27, 2009

King of Pop

Filed under: Random Thoughts — vivekshankar13 @ 9:23 pm

The king of pop a.k.a. Michael Jackson is no more. He joins the list of superstars and achievers who have gone too soon. With his songs, lyrics and electrifying performances, he was invincible. His steps may have been dangerous to perform, but his songs were sure to bring a smile on your face. Whether you are a stranger in Moscow, or a streetwalker, or a Liberian girl, or dirty Diana, or a beautiful girl, or Billie Jean, or little susie, or a tabloid junkie, or even a smooth criminal, you are sure to remember the time when his songs used to rock you. Such were his performances that there used to be blood on the dance floor whenever he performed. Forget what the skeptics have said about him – they don’t care about us anyways – just ask them to beat it. Its too bad that some people never ever could understand this man, and leave him alone. He made people realize that the color of the skin – black or white – did not matter; we are the world and we must come together to heal the world.

I still remember the time when I first heard about him. His music videos were all over the place. Not only did he sing well, he danced like the Gods too. He wrote most (if not all) of his songs himself. His dance steps caught the attention of children and adults alike, many of whom were inspired to take up dancing because of him. He was the first English singer I began listening to. His songs had that special something that would fire you up, and make you sing/dance along with him. His “moonwalk” and other break-dance steps had people scurrying for the dance floor.

Those sparkling socks, crystal glove in one hand, sequined blazer, hat, high-water pants, his Jheri curl hair – it all added to his aura. HIStory will always remember him, and he will continue to inspire people around the world.

Goodbye Michael, keep entertaining the new world you have gone to, like you did in this world…

June 16, 2009

Logic and Trepidation

Filed under: Random Thoughts — vivekshankar13 @ 12:39 am

In today’s world, logic is king. One plus one is always equal to two. There are certain universal rules that apply to all the fields in the world. Business rules drive money. This business drive follows some clearly defined rules which are rather straightforward – follow the path which yields maximum returns on investment.

But how do you define the behaviour of things that do not follow these set principles? How do you explain the emotional behaviour displayed by humans.

The economic slowdown being witnesses in today’s world has touched everyone. Logic dictates that whatever is profitable will continue to exist, and what is not will be discarded. It is seemingly a game of demand and supply, where you get kicked out when you are no longer needed. So what if you were always completely dedicated to your work all the time? That is not a part of logic. So what if you had to miss several family occasions just to give that extra bit to work? That makes no difference to this logic.

One of the auto giants has recently decided to terminate a number of its dealers to cut down on its losses. One of the victim dealers was a family which has been with the company for almost 81 years now. 4 generations of this family have served this company and the baton was about to be passed to the 5th generation. But now they are being axed. why? Because the business rules clearly call for the axing of dealers. This rule is binding to all. Emotional attachment? You are kidding me!

Any company can survive only if it keeps on making money for its stakeholders. An insurance major recently decided not to pay to the victims of a recent plane crash, whose pilot had daringly crash-landed in a river. Why? Because there were some legal clauses which provided an escape route. But should the company not pay? Absolutely, after all the logic reins supreme. So it is correct to leave the affected people in the lurch. Most insurance companies write off any claims they have to pay to the claimant as a “loss”. And losses are not acceptable. So what if they are indifferent to compassion.

Can you clearly formulate logic and emotions into one equation? Or do you think they are not mixable?

Is it really good that we humans are slowly turning into zombies? Into puppets of this thing called logic? Is our logic really consistent? Does our reasoning really include all possible dimensions and emotions in play? No, no, you’re not thinking; you’re just being logical.

Pure logic is the ruin of the spirit. Logic is one thing, the human animal another. You can quite easily propose a logical solution to something and at the same time hope in your heart of hearts it won’t work out.

June 5, 2009

Buffered Memory!

Filed under: Random Thoughts — vivekshankar13 @ 2:44 am

Back in the school days, chemical formulae used to be a pain to memorize – most of the times there were exceptions rather than the set rules, and I used to wonder why they didn’t make a new rule to name the exceptional cases!

Likewise, I didn’t know what the Hindi numerals meant. My vocabulary of the Hindi numerals was restricted to a very limited range. So whenever they used to announce the Cricket scores on television or radio, I had to often turn to mom or dad to translate it to English numerals. Words like chhyaasi or saintees were never understood. So one day I prepared a list of all these Hindi numerals, found the mutual correlation and understood the nomenclature. But as they say, old habits die hard. Even today if I start reciting the Hindi numerals from one onwards, I automatically switch to ‘thirty-seven’ after ‘chhattees’!

Fans of Cricket or Football teams will only remember the last performance of their team. They will immediately start cribbing if their team loses, and will forget that the team had won the tournament immediately preceding this loss. A government may not do too much in 90% of its term, but if it comes up with some populist scheme towards the last 10%, then its chances of victory in the next elections are enhanced. We all have some buffered memory, which contains a gist of everything that has happened in the immediate past, and that completely overshadows even the not so distant past. This buffer size does vary from person to person, and may even be zero in some cases. Buffer time also varies, it can be a few days to as less as a few seconds. The bottomline is – do not rely on buffered memory all the time, because the holistic view may be lost.

Even though people say that the first impression is the last impression, yet in the appraisals, your manager will only remember the last (or the latest, as the case may be) mistake you have made!

The existence of forgetting has never been proved:  We only know that some things don’t come to mind when we want them; at the same time, a clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory!

May 29, 2009

Top of the States!

Filed under: US Diary — vivekshankar13 @ 2:52 am

Ever since I was a kid, I had heard a lot about the city of Chicago. Besides the fact that it is called the ‘windy city’, it was the place where Swami Vivekananda had addressed the parliament of religions in 1893. A few days back I finally got a chance to visit this magnificient place.

The moment you reach the outskirts, you get the feeling that you are entering a high-paced city – so many railway lines and multiple road lanes greet you. The landscape begins to change, steel and concrete begin to overcome the natural greenery. The structures and bridges are simple yet very complicated – passes and overbridges making a maze every nook and corner. As you enter the main city, you are struck by the lightening pace at which traffic is moving – it is organized, but you must be extremely careful while changing lanes! The city roads are divided into a number of different lanes – express and local – in essence separate lanes are earmarked for different destinations in the city, so people can choose which lane they wish to be in, depending on where they are going. I also saw a number of boards that showed the average time taken to reach a specific place by following that lane, ostensibly by calculating the average traffic speed ahead on that lane.

Public transportation system was good – there were buses and trains covering every nook and corner of the city. Suburban train system is divided into pink, yellow, red, blue, green, brown, purple and orange lines. Most of the railway tracks are laid on elevated pillars, and a small percentage is underground. Neat and beautiful!

Walking around the downtown area, I was surprised they don’t call Chicago as the city of skyscrapers – the skyline is filled with towering structures. Chicago is considered as birthplace of the skyscraper. In the list of top 150 skyscrapers of the WORLD, the city of Chicago alone has 13 entries! This includes the tallest building in USA – Sears Tower (name to be changed to Willis Tower soon). The skydeck of this building has a really fascinating view of the city and adjoining areas, including the Michigan Lake. The antennas on top of this building are struck by lightening on an average 650 times in a year!

Standing at the basement of the building, you may not realize what monster you are looking at. As the elevator started from the ground floor and reached the top within 60 seconds, I started to realize the enormous size, and the extraordinary efforts behind the construction of the Sears Tower.

“There is nothing more poetic and terrible than the skyscrapers’ battle with the heavens that cover them. Snow, rain, and mist highlight, drench, or conceal the vast towers, but those towers, hostile to mystery and blind to any sort of play, shear off the rain’s tresses and shine their three thousand swords through the soft swan of the fog.”

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